celesteeee


i left my phone at startbucks after studying
den i became sad and distraught.
so after that, the next morning, i went str to starbucks to check if it was still there or if the workerrs there had happened to picked it up.
surprise surprise
it ws still stuck inside the sofa that i was sitting on!
!!!1:)


yaa
getting very very busy now.
rem i told u all about eric. him being the sweetest guy and all?
ya
its kinda over already. like we just aint compatiable. i realised that i needed the courage to tell him that.and all this while, i have been living in denial, trying to convince myself that maybe he deserves a chance. but after yesterday, after we talked, i realised that it aint the case. he s not going to get the chance. since we have too different an ideology of love and relationships. thats alot better. i think i ve become very very cynical of relationships. or perhaps i always am that cynical. i dont like to reveal my true emotions to others because it exposed my vulnerability and i dont like that feeling. what if that guy decided to exploit this vulnerability of mine.
so thats my case .this eric-celest case is closed.

okay so i m available but not looking yet. i ll look next year.
ps i dont believe in fate or destiny.
i cant wait for 2006!